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This Is Not Who I Want To Be

from Then I Try Some More by Joanna Sternberg

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    12" black vinyl with artwork by Joanna Sternberg, includes full-color insert with drawings and lyrics.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Then I Try Some More via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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    Compact disc with gatefold digipak. Artwork by Joanna Sternberg, includes full-color insert with drawings and lyrics.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Then I Try Some More via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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written and performed by Joanna Sternberg © 2019

lyrics

THIS IS NOT WHO I WANT TO BE

Rain pouring down my head pounds from the sound
I'm stuck to the bed with brain zaps in my head
I can't fall asleep I cannot stay awake
I cry till I weep I shiver and I shake
​
I think of you I think of you
I think of you it's all that I can do
And lord knows I try I'm trying hard to change
I wish I knew why I always stay the same
​
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
I am slowly killing me
No, This is not who I want to be
​
I wish I was scared of poison pills and pain
I wish I was scared of damage to my brain
But finally I see I should be scared of me
How'd I come to be my own worst enemy?
​
This is not who I want to be
This is not who I want to be
I am slowly killing me
No, This is not who I want to be

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from Then I Try Some More, track released July 12, 2019
THEN I TRY SOME MORE
All songs written and performed (on vocals and all instruments) by Joanna Sternberg © 2014-2019
Produced by Joe Rogers & Joanna Sternberg
Engineered, Mixed & Mastered by Joe Rogers at Room 17, Brooklyn
Additional vocals on "My Angel" by Joe Rogers and Tory Giardinia
Additional vocals on "This Is Not Who I Want To Be" by Joe Rogers

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Joanna Sternberg New York, New York

Hi, my name is Joanna. I am a person who sings songs, writes songs, draws, plays different musical instruments, and watches what the majority of the world would consider "WAY TOO MUCH" TV. You do not have to buy my album but if you do, THANK YOU SO MUCH! And also thank you so much if you are reading this! I love you! ... more

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